Francisco Velazquez, 33

I cannot express how deeply saddened I am by the news of Francisco's (Cisco) passing. I met him September of last year, so I only knew him a relatively short period of time. However, during that time I was able to see what a kind heart he possessed. He was generous, friendly, and went out of his way to make people feel comfortable. He was a huge Dodger fan, and I won't forget how much fun we all had watching the playoffs last year. He was also a great cook, and I know he was a good friend :)

It is such a tragedy that he was taken away from us at such a young age. I sincerely send my heartfelt condolences to all his loved ones. I know that he will be missed dearly.

I wasn't expecting Cisco's passing to move me as much as it has. It is unfortunate that events such as these make you think about all of those who touch your life. We often go through this world not telling those we know, love, or like how much they mean to us. Cisco's passing has made me reflect on all of my relationships with family, friends, co-workers, neighbors, etc. Sometimes we don't think about the impact someone has in our life until they are gone; I hope to change that. In my case, I had the pleasure of knowing Cisco for a few months, but I will remember him for a lifetime. May God bless him and his family during this time...

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Very sad.. always horrible to have someone that IS GOOD be taken.. tell people you care for that u care!

For those who never knew Cisco, he was a great father, brother, son, and friend. I was blessed to have been given the opportunity to befriend him...Yes, he was a great cook and damn Cisco, you still owe me those fish tacos...The more we talk about it the harder it is...Tricky is going to take it hard...You were and will always be his brother...Rest in peace bro...Ray and Esther

Francisco was my uncle he was a great person and a great father...every one who new him knows wat a great person he was...i want to thank every one who was there for us in this tough time...god bless you all...

Francisco we will missed you

pancho (cisco) it's been tough the last few weeks without you, I miss your
e-mails and phone calls. I never got the chance to show you how to cook
buche's but just look down on us, you'll
learn. R.I.P brother-in-law.

Luis

I still can't believe your gone. I still wake up every night thinking this was a dream..I saw u a week before u passed and Im glad to say our time together that day was a good one. We talked about ur health and I told u to take care of urself never thinking I was never going to see u again I still cry everyday I even cried when I saw ur pic on this page.I miss u a lot Pancho and I pray for u every day and I wont stop. Just be there waiting for me when it's my time with open arms. I will take care of ur kids for the rest of my life I love u and miss everything about u. So everyone who has a loved one tell them u love them every day cause u never know when their lives will be taken away.I love u brother.

RIP Cisco. my prayers to your family and friends who loved you.

Tomorrow is Mother's day and yes I will take my mom to go see u because u would always call her and wish her the best. My mom would love this day because this was her day, not anymore cause she has a missing piece to her family puzzle. Till this day Pancho I can't believe ur gone...I miss u and I will never forget u. The thing that hurts the most is that u turned ur life around u had ur kids, worked ur ass off, let ur hair grow for a killer to take ur life. I don't have hate for this person, but I know god will punish him for taking ur life. Especially now when ur kids needed u more. I love u and miss u I will keep ur memory alive. Love u Brother.

Hey brother Andrew graduated today and i know ur very proud of ur son...the hardest part is that ur not here to witness ur kids growing up. I miss u sooo much luv u always ur sis.

Hey Pancho....we celebrated mom's birthday this Sunday and the hardest part was all of us singing her happy birthday, knowing u were always here for her to wish her the best.....luv u and miss u soooo much.

Hey brother I just wanted to let u knw that I Miss u so much..everyday that passes by I miss u even more..they always tell me that with time it will get better but they lied bcuz it gets worst..not being able to see ur face all the time and hear your beautiful laugh kills me inside so much..I just regret not letting u knw in person how much u I love u..pancho I really need u back cuz I'm not complete without u I hope ur doing good in heaven and I'll see u when I get there..u will always be in my heart and please save me room next to u in heaven..I luv u brother and ur truly missed...

Today it's 5 months since u went away...time passes by so quickly it seems like it was yesterday that this nightmare happened.brother I hope ur doing good up there with my grandma u guys are truly missed...I love u with all my heart pancho and I hope that u can watch over me and protect me...R.I.P brother

Today I woke up and realized u will never return....and that breaks my heart...knowing u wont be here in life to witness us growing up, kills me. I also regret not telling u I luv u in life, but I really hope u know and understand the way I'm feeling. U will always be in my heart and I will never forget u....I LOVE YOU BROTHER.

It's 3:39 am and I can't sleep cause ur on my mind. Damn Pancho how I miss u. I'm still waiting for the day u come visit me in my dreams, just to hear ur voice, to hug u and to talk to u. I miss u dearly and hope ur looking out for us.....luv u always ur sis.......

Carol and all of Francisco's family- I can tell by all of the sweet thoughts and words how much he means to you all. So very sorry for your loss. I know everyone is telling you it will get better and it will, but it will not get better for a long time. Francisco will be in your every thought because you miss him and your heart is broken. If you all just keep each other close and talk about how you are feeling it will help to take the pain away for a little while. Stay close as a family and love one another the way Francisco would want you to. He is forever ingraved in all of your hearts and will never be forgotton. I did not know him personally but from all of your words about him I wish that I did. God Bless you all especially his mother.

Hey brother........I'm here listening to music u loved and I can't stop the tears from running. I just don't understand y ur gone. I tell myself that it's gonna be ok and I don't see it. Every thing reminds me of u. Tony and Carlos turned 24 and u was always here to celebrate with them u would cook for them and believe me we needed u cause we ordered take out, something we never did when u were around lol. I miss u alot and I will pray for u ok...take care of dad and grandma luv u always ur favorite sis lol....before I go we all argue with each other and say that each of us was ur favorite. But I know u loved us equally. Luv u brother and to the Guy wheezy thank u.

OMG I just found this page and it's killing me I have no words at this moment. R.I.P Compadre.

OMG I just found this page and it's killing me I have no words at this time. R.I.P Compadre

everytime im feeling low I come to this page and write. Im just hurt and sad that ur not here... I'm tired of everyone telling me it's gonna get better and it doesn't. I hate the fact that we can't answer ur kids questions but I try my best to do so.I know your memory would live on through your kids and that's what gets me through the day.I miss u and love u pancho..please give me the strenght to move on cause sometimes I feel im not gonna make it through the day.....love u and miss u so so much, u will forever live in my heart.

Just hear wishing u a Happy Birthday!!!!! We celebrated ur Birthday yesterday the way u would, it was a sad sad day, but we smiled the best we could...we had a mass for u, went to visit u and had a Party in ur honor....boy how I miss u...Happy Birthday brother I know the angel's are celebrating with u....miss u and luv u always.....FOREVER 33 FRANCISCO VELAZQUEZ MAY U REST IN PEACE .

I'm always asking this question. Y did this happened to you! I sometimes think your here with us and your at your house or work......I feel empty without u here. I truly miss u a lot. Theirs not a day that goes by that I don't think about you!!!! I still have your phone number stored on my cellphone. I even tried calling it hoping you'll answer it....Now I understand when I see reports on the news of how people feel when they lose a love one. I stop going to church after ur death, cause I'm mad that my prayers didn't work......sorry I can't write no more miss u and luv u!!!!!

Missing you alwayz CISCO...I still Cant believe that ur gone...Wishing u were here wth me and sharing some good times together just like we used to I will remember all the years that we spent together...what a lost....GOD BLESS U AND UR FAMILY ALWAYS.......

LOVING U ALWAYZ.....

So it's getting harder and harder. I thought this took time but nothing is gonna ever be the same ever again, if your not here with us. Holidays and birthdays are the worst. I miss you so much. I'm always thinking 'what if". What if you would've survived the stabbing, would everything be cool with all of us. I will never know the answer to that question. Weird things are happening like that Christmas card Patty found for my mom from you, saying how much u miss her and that u can't wait till u see her again. I'm realizing that that's the way your trying to communicate with us. I miss u dearly your sister Carolina Velazquez. May you rest in peace Brother....luv u!!!!!

Wow. Reading all these comments, I can feel the tears of his loved ones through cyberspace. Sounds like a swell guy. I never knew him and i live in Seattle but this one sounds so sad. Just a senseless murder. I hope they have caught the vulture responsible for this.

Wow!!!!!!! The year is almost here. Don't want to remember that day cause its the worst date of our lives. I try my best not to think ur gone but its obvious. I see how are family is turning out and I don't like it. Were doing it all over again and I hate it. Words can never express how I truly feel. How I know ur truly missed, luv u brother !

I cant believe its already been a year since uve been gone. I sit here alot and just look at your pictures and think about all da fun times we had together....All da lunches...all da parties...Baby wishing u were here with me....Missing u baby sooo much....All I have of u is our precious memories...that I will never forget....LOVING U ALWAYS....CISCO....
ONEDAY BABY WE WILL BE TOGETHER.....

I'm never ever gonna be ok.......I miss u dearly. Please help us in this time of need. Luv u!!!!!

It's never gonna be ok ....I'm never gonna get used to the idea that ur never gonna return.....I miss u dearly brother luv u!!!!

Cisco.....theres not a day that goes by that I dont think of u.....I look at ur pictures and just wish I had one more day one more night with you....It kills me everyday I MISS U SOOO MUCH. My love for you will never end...Thinking of u always....

Missing u sooooo much everyday....everynight.....My prayers are with you and your family alwayz....

CISCO.....My heart is sooo broken without u in it....I sit here everyday thinking of u....wondering Y this tragedy happened...i hate it...cuz they took u from me..You are my whole world...Look at all the years we were together....I just cant go on anymore without u.....I MISS YOU BABY SOOOOOOOOO MUCH!

Miss U Sooooo MUCH CISCO......

BABY......y did you have to go?????i still cant believe it.....I THINK OF U EVERYDAY.........LOVING U SOOO MUCH....

Brother you are always on my mind. Family get together and holiday's ain't the same without u.....we miss u especially mom and our lives will never be the same...how I wish u were here so u can give me advice regarding Joey. Luv u and miss u.

Thinking of u baby......here at work just cant stop thinking of u......ur on my mind 24-7.....love you....

Baby.....i miss u..EVERY DAY...EVERY NIGHT....I just cant take this lonely feeling I have without you....MISSING U AND LOVING U EVERYDAY.....I will NEVER stop loving you....

my heart and prayer's go out to the family,children,love one's,friend's,and homie's,and anyone that was close to fransico velaquez that knew him,you will forever be miss,i never knew you,i know your true love one's,and they miss you so much,may the love,and peace of our lord keep you in his arm's alway's...

I love u CISCO.......

I love u Cisco......

MISS u sooo much Cisco.....ur my whole world I miss u soooo much......love u always....CISCO......MUAH!

Mijo, its hard to know you not here anymore, and even though we were'nt together, you know how much I Love You and still do. I will never forget the best of us. All the memories are here and still cant believe ur gone. I still seat here and say to my self, why you mijo... You were doing great from the time I remember. Your kids was the only reason for you to change your way. You were okay Cisco, what happened Mijo. Still can't understand. And even though I just found out, 'bout this website, I want you to know that it was hard for me to find out you were gone. It was the worst day of my life. I dropped in tears the day I found out. Mothers Day was the day I found out of 2010. That, I wont forget. Just like ur sister said, U wanted me to know what was going on, cause she had to go to the last place and get some information for her brothers car. The info was for me Mijo. Damn Cisco, I will never forget that day. It was hard Mijo. I just know that since your not hear, I know I have u next to me each day that goes by. 143 is the only # I see when I wake up, when I see the clock, or even when im driving. I know u with me mijo... Love u Cisco, always and forever will. Cant wait for that day to see u in my arms again. My prayers go to you and your family MIJO each night b-4 I go to bed. And you CAROL, hope the best for u mija!!! I know Cisco is their with you, just like when I feel him around me. Just remember the good times when he was hear. Love you MIJO...143 143 143

TO FLORESITA....R U Cicos baby momma NOEMI? IF U ARE U DONT REMEMBER ME? THE NIGHT WHEN U CALLED ME FROM CISCOS PHONE? when he was half asleep..That was me and up to the day he was killed we were still together...we have been together ever since Andrew was in 1st grade at Emerson.....so whoever u are im sure u werent the only one....TRUST ME I guess i wasnt either....

CISCO...the real truth is coming out now that you have passed....Its all good baby even thought u wuz a player....I still loved u sooo very much....I still do...and I will never stop loving you no matter what....LOVING U ALWAYZ

I am sure I wasn't the only one... And trust me, even if you were in his picture ever since then, that don't matter anymore, cause he aint here. Y si estuviera, I know I would still be in hes life. Even though you say u were on it. I dont remember anything 'bout him mentioning anything else but his kids and what ever problems he had. About you, well, sorry to say, I was the one he was fully with. Till the day we left everything go. But my BABY aint here to talk 'bout this any more. And even if he was here, the only thing that matter here was his kids, Erick, Lil' Andrew, and Audrey. Thats what counts here. Tu y yo was just another game... But even though it was like that, I loved him and he fully did. I know for fact. And baby where ever your at you did it again. Just Remember MIJO, that I cant wait to be with you again. So u wait for me.... 143 MIJO

ur right...his kids are the main ones here its just sooo sad to find out the truth after he has passed....I wish he could of been real about his but I guess he could never really let anyone of us go.....I guess the more the merrier....if you know what I mean. Baby i love him too alot..its just sooo sad

YEAP... I know what you mean. He really knew what he was doing... and DAMN Mijo, you new exactly what you had. I guess this is the time where everything is popping out. But hey, even though, all I do is think of the best moments we had when we were together. I really miss him. And that 'lil piece I have from him will always be around me. His memory will always be hear. Each day that goes by. He surely knows what I mean. And Im sorry bout yours but he aint hear to explain. It is so sad he aint hear any more. But no matter what I still love him and will cause iVE LEARNED with time what he was about. Nothing else matter when we were together. Cisco, I dont know what else is hear to know, but I know u had ur reasons MIJO. I love you and always make me feel you still around me. I will always need you. Even though ur not hear anymore, but any where ur at, I know, u know how we all feel 'bout this. Love u FRANCISCO...

TU FLORESITA: ok well u look like a fool claiming to be "the ONE" when you obviously were just "another one". chill with your comments, your not making yourself look any better!

Man you two ladies are sick! God too bad stupidity could not have kept him alive between the both of you their is a strong possiblity that you could have kept him alive two fold. I will never know why we do this to ourselves allow some idiot the power to control our lives.

The only thing that matters is that we both got to meet a wonderful man...even though we were blind to see the real truth...We both will share special memories of him that will last a life time....Its so sad that we both had to find out the truth this way...bit life goes on and it hurts so much cuz we bth dont have him anymore...no more hugs and kisses from him.....But though hes gone hes looking down on us and hoping that we will continue to live our life da best way we can wthout him...So sad it hurts me soo much to know hes been cheating on me my love for him will never die...no matter what...in hopes u can understand my pain.....loving u always.....

Love u Cisco.....Alwayz & Forever my love for u will never die......Ur da only man my heart beats for....MUAH>>>>>

LOVE u Cisco....

DAMN CHRISTEN, Even though I dont know who you are, I know for fact that u a cool girl. Sounds funny, but damn, Cisco always had the best. He wanted he had it hes way when he was with me... I just wish he was here, around me... Not to explain, but to be with him. Just like you do, I REALLY miss him. Just like he always said to me, I go out of my way to be with you MIJA... Y you just dont know Christen how much I miss his words, his laugh, and his big smile. Everything was always cool with him even though he probably had other things in mind. It was always him the first person to run to when I felt lonely and when I most needed him. Just like I was their for him, siempre que he would call me. All we needed was time to be together but I guess it never got here. My baby is gone, AND I truly miss him. Why did you have to go MIJO... OuR MeMoRiEs will always live in me. Will always love u mijo...
LoVe YoU CISCO

The first comment on this page, from XB, was beautifully written and contained a beautiful message. The other comments reveal how much pain this senseless murder of a much-loved man has inflicted. I pray for all of you, that you will find meaning and happiness in the life God has given you even though you have lost someone you love very much in Francisco.

Still cant believe your gone. You know what mijo, yesterday when I went to go see you, I thought I truly had you next to me. I was talking to u and I was just bringing out the memories of you and me. Memories from 1997 till todays date. I was just talking and didnt realize I was on my own. Till I was done. Damn Cisco, I am going crazy... I feel funny lately, and all I got is pictures mijo, AND ALL THE E-MAILS that will never be deleted. Mijo I really DAMN MISS YOU Cisco. I love you mijo and I know for sure that this will die with me the day we both reunite together. It may sound weird but Im going through so much, that I wish I was their with u already. Te quiero un putamadral, como tu me decias. That word will always be in me. LoVe yOu

papi i just found this page but i miss u and i wish that i could see you again i still cant believe that your never coming back and i love you very much its very hard for me to write this and i know that everyone that knew you especialy me is wishing you luck in heaven R.I.P PAPI I LOVE YOU.

Hey Floresita thanks for the e-mail thats really sweet of u....u also sound cool too.. i guess we were just two females who are in love wth da same man...i love him sooo much i hate it that hes gone...words just cant expalin the pain im feeling i mean that we are both feeling it sucks huh? hope you hang in there even when times get rough...keep on smiling Floresita cuz that would be what Cisco would want us to do....take mija....Love u Cisco....muah....

I lOve u..CISCO.....

Hey Christen, sorry for not responding back. I've just been going through so much I just saw ur comment. Thanks Christen...I really needed that. The little sentence where u said, u hope I hang in their cause times get rough... For a second I thoght It was him, My baby always said them words to me when I was down. Now his not here to tell what I want to hear. Damn Christen... I miss him so much. The only missing part of me is not here anymore, and what hurts more is that his not coming back. Y con lagrimas en mis ojos, I swear I dont know what to do now that his not here. I miss him so much...
Now, I think that for some reason Cisco wants us like this. Now I have someone to talk to, when I feel down. And I say to my self, WHY?.... But that dont matter no more. My baby is not here. Why did he have to go. I miss him so much Christen. I just feel I cant go on like I did. But me, expressing this to u, makes me feel much better, even though u a stranger to me. I just wish It was CiScO the ONE I TALK too. But my baby is not here. I miss u MiJo, and will always love u... And thats no doubt. LoVe u MIJO....

I am blinking back tears as I read these comments. I did not know this man, but he was truly loved by all of you. These comments are so heartbreaking. It amazes me that you have all come together, there is no bitterness only love. Clearly, Cisco had a lot of love for everyone and he wanted to make all of you happy. I am so sorry for your loss. There was no reason for Cisco to leave you all. Please accept my deepest condolences. I am so impressed that you all have come together. There is hope for the world after all.

HEY Floresita thanks for da response back. I just sit here just thinking about y wuz he cheating on us? Words I guess cant explain it. I sit here wondering how did he have da time? he wuz always wth me....I spent many nights wth him at his hous in L.A....i just ask myself why did he do it....U Floresita seem like a very nice woman wth a good head on your shoulders...those are da kind of women Cisco liked....I guess he loved bth worlds....me and u....wondering how many others he had...did u go to his services? I probably saw u...and didnt even realize who u were....hw long were u guys together? where did u meet him at>....iM just so curious to know...thnks for being so understanding in this hard time Im havin....LOVE U CISCO....

DAMN Mijo... Look at me and Christen asking all this questions... Just wonder what u think up their... Damn mijo this is hurting so much. When did you have all this time for all this. Y segun tu yo hera la unica en tu CORAZON... But u cant answer that anymore. Even though you made me real happy and made me feel real love. Tu me ensenaste what was this world worth around u. But this aint worth anymore, u are not here mijo. I miss u Cisco. I will always have u here with me until the time is done for me. Love u CiScO...

Christen, I FEEL the same way u do... That cheating part will always cross my mind, cause I would off never expect this. When I first saw this web, I though u were a cuz'n or someone real close. But now I see that I was wrong. I dont know what nights u were at his place, y si no me equivoco this was at his cunados, right? I was their too. Nights, days, hours with him... I ask the same u do. Why? Only he knew.
And what do you mean bout his services?
And about how long we were together, well my whole life since I was 16 years old. He already had Dereck on the way. That is when I met him.
He was my first boyfriend, my first everything. The first one to show me what is love about. Till the day we both went apart, but seeing each other every time we could. Theirs plenty to say, but this dont matter no more Christen. He is gone. But let me just tell you that HE will never be forgotten, even though this happenned, YO ya lo perdone... He deserves that and my respect. He tought me so much and all I can do is Thank HIM for all his time and happiness he brought to my life. CISCO, I LOVE YOU...

I met Cisco when Andrew was at Emerson Elementary my sister Shelli was his teacher when he was in 1st grade I think..I would go to the school to help out my sister Cisco alwayz took Andrew to school thats when we meet. I wuz wth him ever since then. Its just so amazing because I was always there at his Cunados house Cowboy...Its just a trip that we never ran into each other. I went to many of parties wth him I meet his brothers, sisters and his mom...Its just a trip to find out da truth now that he is gone. But even though hes gone our love for him will never die.

He will always be in my heart always & forever. Did u go to his funeral and his wake? I was there Cowboy walked with me to his casket cuz I still just couldn't believe it. It was a nightmare...Did u have any kids wth him? Well, Floresita wth this said I just hope u can continue to live ur life to da fullest...try to be happy I know its hard..trust me I know...Take care Mija....Cisco I love you baby....MUAH....

LoVe YoU AlWaYz CiScO!.....U wIlL nEvEr B fOrGoTteN....

Well I guess u have being around ever since. I guess he really knew how to play his game. He always wanted us to move in together. Even when Naomi kick'em out. Out of so many times, the time im referring to would be the last time it happend. When he end up at Homegirls (Maribel)house first, then to COWBOYS house. Thats when we planned to. But things went out of our way.
The last party I went with him was in 2008, over by San Pedro, Ca.. The Christmas Party... Over when he was working as a truck driver. After we went out but not much. But still kept in touch and seeimg each other when we cpuld...
Bout me assissting to the Funeral, well it hurts... I DIDNT EVEN KNOW... tHATS WHAT KILLS ME MORE. If I would off known, I probably would off met u their. I didnt know this reality exist. It hurts to know that he is not here any longer. About if I have kidz with him, only he knew that, And I do too. That will be our secret... Even though we wanted more kids around us...
Till now, I will live my life without him. Dont have any other option... BUT my baby knows, and his the only one to know how I feel bout this. Love u CISCO.... UN PUTAMADRAAAAL... I MISS THAT Mijo.... JUST WISH U WERE HERE...

Hey MIJO, just want to say that I Love You and I damn Miss You... Cisco why did u have to go! I dont know what else to do. Theirs nothing left heRE. I LOVE YOU MIJO... Cant wait to see you again... 143

I love u alwayz...even after finding out da truth...its so amazing CISCO how u played ur game. Floresita just take each day one day at a time....Naomi would always kick him out she called me a few times asking questions about Cisco & I but I would nver tell her anything I WOULD tell her to ask Cisco...she wuz alot of drama for him..he wuz so unhappy wth her so he says....but who really knows da truth....Im just glad I got the pleasure of meeting him and sharing alot of fun times wth him...times I can and will NEVER forget...he will alwys have a special place in my heart...Cisco y did u have to go????? I NEED U HERE WTH ME.....

Take care Floresita and always keep Ciscos memories alive....What else can we do right??? Love u Cisco....

You are so right Christen... Cisco was so un-happy with Naomi... Just like she called u, she called me too... And I told her the same you said to her... She would always kick him out, even though he was always doing the best he could toward his kids. He was the one always cooking, cleaning, and having the best around his kids till he could'nt take it no more and finally left. Thats one thing I remember it hurt him so much. He talked to me so many nights crying, and telling me how much he missed his kids. But what hurt him more was his little girl, Audrey... He loved his kids like I couldnt imagine what a real dad was about. He was the best in my life and stll is and will always be. But you do the same Christen, keep your head up and always remember that Cisco was and always will be... I just hope one day things get better but his memory will always be here with us. Love you CISCO...

Love u CISCO....

Jeez,
You two are I can't even think of a word that can describe you. Well one that will be published. The fact that both of you are perfectly happy that this man played the both of you is so sad. Niether one of you has the abiliby of character to even face what he did to you. By the way he didn't love either of you enough to leave the other or this third woman Naomi. And you can't actually believe that he was so unhappy with her that he stayed just for the kids do you? After all this is the same man that told each of you that he loved you...just not enought to make you his wife. I really don't know who needs who more...he couldn't have gotten away with it with out your and full participation. Well played Cisco, well played

I like this forum, will back here everyday! This is what i was looking for

DAMN MIJO, I just can't get you off my mind... MISS U SO MUCH... 143 MIJO

Hi brother .....tears are coming out my eyes cause I truly do miss u. I had a dream about you yesterday and I was hugging u and I didn't want to let go...life is never gonna be the same without out u.....I feel so empty without u, mom is mission u like hell.....I can't wait to reunite with u.....I'm trying to understand y God took u away from us so soon but I don't think I would ever understand. Its sad to see ur kids grow up without u. But I'll make sure the Velazquez clan be there on your part. Love u and miss u like crazy!!!!! Ur sister Carol!

Sorry to say that my brother was a player. He would bring a different girl to party's I think he even brought u christen to my son's baptism and I think I said hello to u at the funeral...idk if that was u! If anyone would like to add me on Facebook u can I have a memorial about him that me and a close friend of his added.....search for me at Carolina Velazquez Santos send me a message saying who u are!!!!! Have a blessed day everyone! Any friend of my brothers is a friend of mine!!!!

Hey Carol...Yes that was me u said hi to at the funeral... And at ur sons baptism all of those dayz now r just memories. I will never forget those days I spent with ur brother.Its just so sad to find out things after he has passed away..I miss ur brother sooo much it hurts me that he was playing on me but he played his game good cuz i never found out till now...

Im so sad to hear ur mom is not doing too well iver this ur family will always be in my prayers in hopes that things will get better oneday...Just pray everyday and oneday we will all be together again with ur brother who I still love still this day with all my heart...Take Care Carol....Smile and keep Ciscos memories alive....

Hi Floresita sorry it took me a min to respond back...Its so amazing how we both went through the same drama with this man...It hurts soooo much I still dont understand y he did this to us...I did everything for this man I was faithful to the fullest my eyes were only for him. and trust me he knew it.He would often talk to me about marriage but when he was ready I wasnt...then when i was ready for commitment he wasnt...i guess it was just a big love game idk...but all i know is that I miss him sooo much..LOVING U ALWAYS CISCO...

Come back to me Cisco....I need u....Ur my whole world y did u have to go????love u Mijo always.....MUAH....

Love u baby...

Hey Carol.....when u gt a chance can u plz tell Andrew hi fr me....tell him Mrs Rich (his old teacher frm Emerson) sister says hi...I was her aid...Thats actually when I meet ur brother he would always take hime to school i never saw Naomi take him thats y ur brother was such a great father to his kids...thats what I loved about ur brother..when I would go and help my sister...I always helped Andrew alot by putting happy faces on his work...he really liked that...Then when i saw Andrew and the funeral man he really grew up....I miss all of them alot....Hugs and kisses to all of u...Take Care and GOD BLESS to the VELAZQUEZ FAMILIA...

DAMN CHRISTEN... He did the same with me... I even have a ring he gave me... A promise ring to get married with me as soon as we were able too. That ring is always with me. Each morning when I wake up is to say good morning to him... Even though he is not here, I pretend he is... Theirs a CD he dedicated for me. The #1 is the one I love to hear... HE DEDICATED THIS TO ME. He always said he wanted to dance that song the day we get married. Its called SPEND MY WHOLE LIFE... with Roger and Zapp. It hurts to know is never going to happen. My dreams are not going to come true anymore. I Miss him and always will... Is a reality I keep ignoring. Even though I dont see him, I think I do... His picture keep him alive next to me. I just know he will be here as long as we keep his memory alive. Thats one thing I am going to keep doing. I will just pretend he is here. LOVE YOU CISCO...

MRS LEE-

Thank u so much for ur comments...and yes its sooo true a year is no time at all to get over a loved one.It still hurts.I love this website cuz it helps me to get through these hard days without HIM...we need more people like u in these world...very positive...unlike that women who makes such ugly comments about two women who are in love wth da same man...thanks for being a true woman wth a very good heart...I appreciate u sticking up for us...Take care....

Hey Mijo... Just want to say that I miss u very much.... And that u dont know how I miss when u use to talk to me when I most needed. Damn Cisco, why aint it like before when u where here Mijo. I miss each conversation, each GOODMORNING MIJA!!! I MISS YOU so much CISCO. Just need one more hug like the one I had last night on my dream. But woke up and u were'nt here. Just wish I've never woke up from my dream. Tears are coming out just to know u were so close and know ur gone. DAMN CISCO, why u had to leave. Make me dream again and take me with u MIJO. Remember I LOVE U!!!

Cisco....I love u I alwayz have & i ALWAYZ will....no matter what u will alwayz have a special place in my heart...for eternity my love for u will NEVER die...Te quiero mucho mi amor....love u baby....

Thanks baby for visiting me in my dream last night it was the best dream ever....and then I woke up...back to reality ur not here....that makes me sooo sad...love u...miss u CISCO...

I am leaving frm work wth thoughts of u in my mind...GOOD NITE...love u.....hope to see u again in my dream tonite...love u CISCO...

lovin u alwayz.....ur da best thing that wuz in my life...i willnever forget u baby....im still waitin for u n my dreams....all i do is just wait so that i can c ur fine ass again...lol....love u mijo......te quiero mucho......

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Cisco......these last few dayz hve been really hard wthout u....all i do is still picture the last time i picked u up at wrk and we had the best luch ever and we wnt to the park and we just held each other in our arms...all the warm kisses u gave me...its just soooo hard to believe i will nver feel ur juicy lips again...man babe i miss ur kisses and everything else....love u baby.....

Hey Mijo, HeRe I am again. Seeing the way to talk and express myself. Damn Mijo, is so hard that my birthday is coming up and you are not here to be with me like when u did. I am going to miss u. But remember what I told u. I will go see u after work. U are the first thing in my mind. I just need to see u again Cisco. When is this going to be over. I need u Cisco. Need u around me again to celebrate like when we did Mijo. Celebrate with ur favorite bottle. Remember some REMY WITH RED BULL ON IT, GET THE SAME PLACE, you always wanted. And be with u. Damn Cisco, I miss everything, you and us. Cant be without u MIJO. LOVE u K And remember ur Floresita will go see u on my day. Just like u always did. On MY birthday u and me. 143 MIJO!!!

So.... I read thru this section pretty often (when I'm at work bored) just to read about the lives that were taken and also to read the comments that are left behind. I came across "Cisco's" picture and decided to check it out... First off, i don't know Cisco, but my condolences go out to the Velasquez family and his Loved ones. I could tell his family truely Loved him. I honestly felt a lil sadness reading the comments left behind from his Loved ones. Sad enough that i even decided to leave this comment, which i never have done before. It's a trip how Floresita and Christin came across to find out of each other. I'm pretty sure he Loved the 2 of u since he's been part of both of ur lives for so long and I'm sure he's up in Heaven smiling that the 2 of u seem to b getting along after finding out that he was a player.... A good player at that... ;) Anyhow, i feel sad for his kids that were left behind without a Father. I wish them the best in Life.... God Bless his Family. Feel like I'm speaking in behalf of a friend i lost and i don't even know this dude. What a trip! But like i said, something about this one got my attention.... Anyhow, does anyone know if the idiot or idiots that did this get caught? Hopefully it didn't become "just another unsolved murder"....

Missing you MIJO...

Un PUTAMADRAL....

LOVE U!!!

HEY MIJO, HeAr I am again... Like I said... Today, Im going to go see u and after that I am going to drink our drink that u always had in mind. Thinking of you and special thoughts, things that I know that u would off love to do. Damn Cisco, I cant even feel happy today, but I'll try to look forward MIJO... I know its hard and I also know that u here with me. Damn BABY... All I know is that I was blessed cause I was loved by you. YOU STOOD BY ME WHEN i MOST NEEDED U... And today, u not here when I most need u. But some how I know that u are here with me and all ur love ones. We are never going to let u go. u will be here... specially with me Mijo, because I dont have anything without u. So u keep urself right next to me cause shortly we will be together. Remember I need u. Damn Mijo. Icant stop crying CISCO. i NEED U HEAR. I lOvE yOu and forever I will.

Hey Listo, Thanks for expressing yourself so sweet towards Cisco'S page... And yeah!!! I guess this was the way to find out what actually when on, when he was here. Any how, I know he had his reasons. He is not here to explain, but, what ever it was, Cisco knows that I would off understood. I LOVE HIM, and MISS him so very much. Even though all this when on, he is in my heart and HE will always be...

For his kids, I know where ever he Is at, he is watching out for them. He was a great father. All he needed was time to see them grow old. But just like he said when he was here, MY KIDS WILL ALWAYS HAVE A DAD, NO MATTER WHAT... And they still do... Cause where ever his at, I feel that he is around his kids watching out for them. The only thing he always wanted was for them to have the best life... And im pretty sure that he is going to put them in the right steps they have to walk in.

Where ever his at, I know that my baby some how is watching out for his kids & us.

Thank u for ur time and ur condolences on behalf his Family, THANK YOU Listo...

Hey Listo...Thanks for taking ur time and expressing ur feelings on this website on behalf of a wonderfaul man by the name of Cisco..He is someone very special to me someone whom I love so very much. Yes....it is kinda weird to find out things about him after he has passed it still hurts but I just learn to live with it.

Thanks so much for ur condolescences to him and his family...he has the most wonderfulest family I have ever met. Very special people and his kids as well...And just like what Floresita says for the reasons for what he was doing only he knows y...and hes not here to say but whatever it is I love him anyways..

Its nice to communicate wth Floresita and to hear things from her about him cuz I went through the same exact things with him...WHAT A TRIP HUH? FloRESITA SEEMS LIKE a very nice woman and I have much respect for her..NO MADNESS thats for sure....Its not her fault either that Cisco was a player...But Thanks again Listo for ur special comments they really do mean alot.Take care and have a very blessed day.....

Hey Floresita how r u? Fine I hope I see that u commented on what Listo wrote what a nice man with a good heart huh? Its nice to know there are a few good men still left out there...I just wanted to express my feelings to u and what ur going through wth Cisco out of our lives....

Things will never b same now thats hes gone but we both have to deal wth our everyday lives and b strong for Cisco. WE BOTH LOVE HIM VERY MUCH....that will nver change no matter what....I often think about this situation ....like what if I would of ran into u at his house what would of happened then? what would Cisco do then? MAKE A CHOICE FINALLY....thats what....lol.....

I think about that all the time...Im just glad Floresita I gt to communicate wth u on this website..Im glad I found out about u now...I guess better late than never...But take care of yourself Floresita and b strong for Cisco....The guy we both still love very much....

Floresita, I see ur really in Love with Cisco. For u to come on here so often and leave him comments and go see him on ur bday, i know u truely did Love him. It's been over a year and a half and u still keep him fresh in ur mind. I'm sure that means a lot to him. Someone tries to change their life for the best and it's unfortunate that something so tragic has to happen. Like i said, this posting caught my attention bc of all the Love he receives from the people that have left him comments. I work in the Compton area and i even passed by where this had happened. I'm telling u, it's as if i know this dude bc when i passed by, i kinda got the chills knowing that that was where this guy passed away that i read about. All one can hope for besides for Justice is that his kids grow up knowing their Dad Loved them so much and is up in Heaven watching down on them... How old r his kids anyway?

Hey Christen... How are u doing? As for me, well not that great. Here I am again 'till is time for me. I miss Cisco so much. I miss when he use to call me each morniing telling me how much he loves me all those little things he use to do for me. When he use to talk to me when I most needed him. When he used to tell me if I was wrong or right, ending everything with a sweet kiss on my forhead. All the memories will be here thinking he still here.

I dont know how would I would off reacted if I would off seeing u with Cisco. I dont know what he would off done in this case.

Thanks christen for taking ur time to talk to me. I really damn Miss him. I try to be strong each day I wake up, but then, HE crosses my mind and I cant stop thinking of him. What makes me feel better is when I go see him. I feel hes still here. My mind blocks out when I am where he rest.

You take care too Christen... Sometimes I feel like if CISCO TRULY wanted us to get together for some reason. But yeah... I will be strong for him and LOVE him till is time. Thanks Christen for ur time. And maybe one day CISCO will put us together...

Listo...
I dont know you, but for some reason I feel like expressing myself with u...

Yes! I sure LOVE him so much. Cisco made me see this world different. He knew when to make me laugh, when I was upset or even when something was wrong with me.
He had a unique way!!!

Every Birthday He was the one to plan things, surprise me in each way, make me feel special each day. But for my birthday or his, we did the best to have a great day together. That was the reason this year I made it feel like if he was here. But YEAH, I WILL keep his memory fresh. That, I will never let go.
Bout his kids Im pretty sure they know how much Cisco loves them, and STILL watching out for them in heaven.
THANK YOU LISTO for notice-ing the love I have for this men. I will never stop loving him even though he aint here any more. THANKS LISTO!!

I don't know how I would feel if I came across the "other woman" in my mans life but I think it's very adult and unselfish of Christen and Florensita to come together and share memories of Cisco. I know I don't have that kind of strength, but I'm very impressed that you two can; especially when there are children involved. Good luck to both of you...

Listo - at first you sounded like a pretty cool guy, but now you're starting to sound like a stalker..lol Just sayin...

A stalker? Haha... I'm a stalker for asking questions.... oook now. People always gotta hate on something. See, that's exactly why we live in such a fuk'd up world. People like that, who cant even say who they are. Honestly, it doesn't mater if "..." at first thought i was a "cool guy". I don't know u and u sure as hell don't know me, right? And actually i am a "cool guy". =)

Anyhow Floresita, it sounds as u and Christin share so many good memories of Cisco and i'm surprised as much as u've communicated with each other thru here (or email), u girls haven't met or went to visit him together. Who knows, it could be the beginning to a great friendship.... Just a thought. =)

HI LISTO... Don't worry of people who just come ACROSS into my baby Cisco's page... It dont really matter to me... Things like this just gets us famous.. Cause like u said, thats the people we dont need in this world. Plus not even giving a name, makes me think is just one of those that cant claim his love. Or just hating on what they see... Real love towards a real men that was in this world giving LOVE to his love ones.
Anyways, I feel u a cool guy and I know that u are not a stalker.
And yes! Maybe one day me and Christen will get a chance to meet each other and have a frienDship... Only my baby knows... I even thought that for some reason he is doing all this. Put in us together. Would be nice... Maybe share things together or even go see him where he rest.
I MISS HIM SO MUCH...

Florensita - I was actually giving you props on how you're handling your business. Maybe you should go back and read my comments and then read Listo's comment. Why would he want to know how old your kids are? To me, that sounds suspicious, but hey you wanna live your life out on this page; it's on you. Oh and trust me, I'm no hater on your LOVE for Cisco. I would never want to be a part of something like that... EVER. Anyway, I'm bored with this..so bye! =)

HATERS.....theres just too many of them if u dont have anything nice to say about my baby Cisco...then dont say anything at all...Thanks Liso for the nice comments u said about me & Floresita....who knows maybe Floresita is rite...maybe Cisco is bringing us together for a special friendship who knows...It does sound nice though..what a nice thought.

But Listo u dont sound like Stalker so dont trip on whoever that is...they r too afraid to say who they r anywayz so who cares...u know. but hey Floresita I would love to meet u and get to know u...u sound really sweet and wouldnt that be weird to be friends? wow! crazee huh? Everyone thinks we should b mad at each other..im not mad at u not at all...i love to share our memories about Cisco together on this website it really helps me u know.

Cisco was alwayz there for me just the same he was there for u Floresita..always callin me ....always sending me sweet e-mails all that good stuff...Im just like u Floresita...I MISS HIM TOO...

Take Care Listo & Floresita...

HEY BABY...thanks for bringing Floresita & I together....its all cuz of U we that we found each other on this website...maybe u are bringing us together for a reason...i think I know to KEEP UR MEMORY ALIVE....baby dnt worry we will do that for u...loving u alwayz...this labor day weekend is gonna be soooo sad wthout u...remember what we would usually do??..lol...u got it dance and get MESED up....the best of times....

missing u sooooo much CISCO....

Floresita,
This isn't real love any more. But hey you're right you want to live your life in the past with a man who never really loved you because if he did he wouldn't have had others sitting around waiting on him too. But hey if you don't want comments don't put it out there for everyone to read. I'm sure you know where he is buried right? You can go visit him anytime...plus according to you he visits you often. We don't hate, just empathize with a situation that is headed no where fast. But like .... said, I'm bord with the pity party and will move on too.

So bored that u had to come by again and see what was written after ur post, eh? Hmmn, now that there sounds more of a stalker to me... Haha, I'll just let it be. Anyhow, I'm not here to go back and forth with an unknown.... Oh wait, and if u look back at my post that made u say i was a stalker, i asked how old were Cisco's kids not Floresita's. Just a curious question, that was all (since we were talking about his kids). And from my understanding, Cisco doesn't have kids with Floresita or Christin, right? Correct me if i'm wrong Floresita. And if i am correct, then i guess it's ur bad for misreading the post... =)

Who ever u are Dallas... Yeah, please make us a favor and move on... We don't need u here... Worry bout Ur own. Like I said before... We DON'T need people like u in this world. Move on silly head.

@Dallas

Why are you picking on the women who still love Cisco? Usually when people move on because they are "bord" like you said, they don't have to post about it. Why are you so bitter?

Any updates on his case? Has anyone been arested?

Listo,

First of all this isn't the ....person. This is Dallas, what difference does it make to you what age this man's kids are? These two women no matter how much in love they are with a dead man have no business taking about someone else's children. And by that I mean another woman's children. Because if it was me that was the momma, I'd be knocking on their doors telling them all the reason's why they have no business bring up my kids in this sick blog conversation they have going. This man's kids don't deserve to be brought up in this kind of topic of conversation. They are carring on about and their love for this man...and who knows he probably was telling the mother of those children the same thing. Not that any of it is right but its the innocent child that gets stuck in the middle. What never to talk about children that are not theirs. At first I figured that these women were all very young but, considering that this man was in his early 30's they must be in thier late 20's to early 30's too. And this devotion sad and creepy as it is, has to be hardest on the children left to pick up the pieces and move on. But niether one of these women have even given that man's children a second thought. They do here what they did and probably have always done...do it because it feels good. No consideration for anyone else not even the man that they both have devoted the rest of their lives too.

Pity Party? ooh wow, pretty harsh for someone leaving their Loved ones messages. I don't see it as pity nor a party, just a way to feel closer to the deceased by leaving a message on a page that was made for them and about them... It sure is a trip how things that one person does affects someone else who's business it's not... Just a thought. Now I'm thinking twice about leaving a message on here before SOMEONE else hates...

AT JANNA,
I Totally Agree With u, everyone is free to express their feelings anyway they feel like and if these two women that were so much in love with Pancho find it easier to grieve by doing so it’s fine but just leave our kids out of it my son reads this blog, I actually found out about it because he brought it to my attention I just feel like they should be a little more careful with what they say here we all know he was a player, he was a great man, a great dad and it was a great loss no matter what he did he WAS AND STILL IS very LOVED by all of us we all miss him a lot we all shared a lot of great memories with him... that’s all I have to say we miss him very much and not a day goes by when we don’t think about him my son would be the same without his papi....
BABY MOMMA #1

at Janna,
I totally agree with you, however everyone is free to express their feelings anyway they feel like and if these two women that were so much in love with Pancho find it easier to grieve by doing so it’s fine but just leave our kids out of it my son reads this blog, I actually found out about it because he brought it to my attention I just feel like they should be a little more careful with what they say here we all know he was a player, he was a great man, a great dad and it was a great loss no matter what he did he WAS AND STILL is very loved by all of us we all miss him a lot we all shared a lot of great memories with him... that’s all I have to say we miss him very much and not a day goes by when we don’t think about him my son would NEVER be the same without his papi the sadness in his eyes he needs him so much....
Babymomma #1

This is a blog, a public one at that, so either learn to accept other opinions or don't post. It's just that simple...

TO LISA...
So u must be Derricks momma...I heard soooo much about u from Cisco. He would tell me stories about u guys...I dont have kids with him but we were sooo close to getting married he will always be the love of my life.I love him soo much...Did u got to his funeral? Maybe I saw u there. Its so sad that u son lost his daddy but one thing I can say about Cisco is that he took care of his kids and he was a great father...I got the pleasure to meet his kids and all 3 of them loved him very much.

What a loss.....

he is trully missed

Christen,
Yes I am Derecks mom and ofcourse I was at his funeral and I'm sure u did see me there...lol I'm sure u did hear a lot of stories about me thats nice that u got to meet the kids and yes it is very sad that my son lost his daddy its been very hard on him and the whole family. But he is alive in our hearts and in our memories he was a great man thanks for all the love u still show him goodnight Christen. I hope the best for u God Bless...

Lisa-
I hope and pray for the sake of u & ur son that things will get better for u & ur family.I feel very sad to know the pain that u & ur son r goin through.Its just so hard since hes not here anymore...

But we have to ALWAYZ keep his memory alive no matter what...Tell ur son to hang in there and to be strong because that would what Cisco would what him to do..BE STRONG...DONT B WEAK...its hard trust me I know...Its even harder for u cuz u have a son wth him..

JUST PRAY LISA....
It works....

take care u guys....

LISA-

Cisco was lucky to have such a respectful woman as ur self to be the mother of his son. U trully seem like a very nice woman...u dont seem to be a womaN wth alot of anger which is good..I didnt meet Cisco till Andrew was in 1st grade...

Please dont hve any anger towards me Im just a woman who was madly in love wth ur baby daddy...lol....and Im sure u still love him too....and u should...the love we have for Cisco will NVER go away....thats for sure....lol...

Love and much respect for the VELAZQUEZ FAMILY....

Christen,
Thanks alot for ur beautiful words, no I dont have any anger towards him as u may have known u were in his life for a long time and we got along pretty well we had our issues but thats another story which I rather not talk about things didnt worked out between us but he was a good dad and whatever problems we had never changed the way I felt about him he was who he was and we all loved him very much honestly it was really hard to stay mad at him he was a special man I'm sure u know that... Its sad that he's kids are missing out on alot of things my son just started 8th grade and he's becoming a great teenager and every day he looks more like his dad you'll be amazed on how much he looks like him and he needs him very much but like I always tell my boy he's always with u...take care he was sorrounded by alot of great people and u sound like a great woman I hope that in time u find a great man who deserves ur love and u...
Lisa.

why did it take 20 months for you to leave a post about your suppose kids father? it took for someone to ask a question about the ages of fransisco's kids for you to post a comment when your son supposeably looks at this blog often. just find that strange. but you have your reasons i believe. and for the other spectators on here; it is a public blog so expect all messages to be read and questions to be asked. i see it as open game. as long as its not too personal of a question or thought.

Hey Flor, i asked u what i thought was a simple question and i guess people misinterpreted for something out of left field... (I'm referring to when i asked about the age). Anyhow, it was just a simple question out of curiosity but it wasn't meant for people to get upset over... So my apologies for asking such a personal question. =)
Lisa, my condolences to u and urs (I'm afraid to mention ur 'kids' on here)...
Sounds like u had a very special man.
Hmmn, so is it wrong for me to ask if anyone has an update about this case? Just curious to know if they caught the person(s) behind this. I watch a lot of "The First 48" and those type of shows so things like this always catch my interest. =) Wouldn't want that "unknown" person to start questioning why i was asking for an update. Like i mentioned on an earlier post, I go thru this section bc reading these stories catches my attention. As a kid, like most kids, i wanted to b a cop but unfortunately growing up the way i did, that idea flew out the window. But till this day i still imagine of the "what if". And reading about these type of senseless crimes and hearing about the victims and reading about what their Loved ones write about them, gets the best of me and makes me regret the bad I've done in the past and makes me wish that i should of made my dream come true of becoming in life what i always dreamed of becoming, to help the people that were victimized and their families most importantly. I always tend to feel the the most for the mother's and the children of these victims. Reading about Cisco's sister writing in a earlier post about their mother not doing too well since his passing made me feel so sad. Reminds me of the pain my mother went thru. I hope that Cisco's mom is also doing better and holding up strong. Unfortunately "Carol" hasn't posted a comment in a while. But if u do read this Carol, my prayers to u and ur family, especially ur Mother. =)

Christen,
You dont seem to get it. Lisa asked you cordially not to bring up the kids and yet you do. Complimenting her is probably your way and it has probably gotten you far in this life...but don't you get it? Respect the what 8th grader...13 year old? Don't you think Fransico would want that? Don't mention his kids in this blog that has become full of unhealthy devotion. His kids deserve that much from you and you owe it to them if you love this man as much as you say you do. Talking about his kids is not your place and it certainly isn't good for them. They most likely don't even remember you, they are after all just kids. Leave them out of this if for no other reason for this man. And then not only do you break her request but you name the kid!!! On a public blog you just gave the world his first and last name...what rock do you live under?

Listo,

Don't you get it. This child that these women write of is non of their business. They have no right to speak his name nor write about him. As a mother I understood the post that mentioned this. Now HIS name is out here for everyone to know and look up. In this age that we all live in anonymity is hard to come by. But these women in their need to do whatever it is they want hurt this child. We all know his name, we know his mother's name. What if by some chance this was a gang related shooting and the person who did this is not satisfied? Now what...a childs name and age are out there for everyone and anyone to know and read. As a mother whose job it is to protect this child inspite of who his father is I am appalled that no one took this childs welfare into consideration. I certainly didn't expect it from these two women who have put so much of thier lives out there for everyone to read. And Listo since you watch all these murder, detective shows you above everyone else should know this and understand the sensitivity of this situation. Again as a mother to have my childs info torn from him and me I would be so angry right now. Even if they delete the info where a stranger first writes his name...it has already been released for everyone else to read. Which not only gives us all a good insight to the character of the woman that exposed this child to the internet world. Shame on her...Listo, shame on her. But I guess that's what would be expected of a women who has no boundaries and has no expectations of others wishes.

Hey Mijo... Here I am reading all this in ur page... But dont trip, Like u always said "Let them talk, they dont get to me MIJA"...
Am missing u so much Cisco... See'ing all this talk and people that did'nt know who u really was, they should have a little more respect towards u MIJO...
As of ur kids am pretty sure that they are in good hands.
Its really nice to know that DERECK is doing good in 8th grade MIJO, that means Lisa is making a great job.
As of Andrew And Audrey am pretty sure they are too since u said their grandma was always their for them...
As FOR me mijo, just missing u each day that goes by. Where ever u at, u are truly being missed by all of ur love ones.
Specially me Mijo... Dont know where to turn too, and is so hard to forget that u really not here anymore... Just last night I was listening to the song I have dedicated to u... Started to cry and dont know how i went too sleep. All i know is that I was thinking of u, COMO SIEMPRE... LOVE YOU MIJO... YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN 143 143

For everyone who comes on my babys Cisco website can u please stop saying such negative things and have some respect for Cisco & his family...No one is disrespecting his kids..NEVER would anyone do that everyone is taking all of this in a very negative way.Floresita & I are just two women who are in love wth da same man and trying to cope wth his passing..

Anything wrong wth that? Let me know..by "us" expressing our feeling on this website its not to hurt anyone or disrespect anyone...We r simply trying to keep Ciscos memory alive and trying to get through these long days & months wthout him...So plz respect that...

To Floresita...

Hey girl its jst me telling u to not let what these crazy ppl are saying get u down..They dont know Cisco like we do..They r just hating on "us" I guess...so just ignore all of them...BE STRONG...HATERS......TOO MANY OF U OUT THERE

LISA
AWWWWW ur soo sweet thanks so much for those very kind words.Just take each day one day at a time.thats all we can do. And that is so true what u tell ur son that his dad is always wth him....Cisco is wth all of his kids hes lookin down on all of them.Cisco was a great father who loved his kids sooo much he would do anything for them.

Thats one of the reasons y i loved him so much was cuz he took care of his business first.NO MATTER WHAT...what a great man and father..I still cant believe he is gone.It feels like a nightmare or a bad dream...I MISS HIM SO MUCH.

HEY CHRISTEN... HOW U BEING? Im not likEng what I see.. All this people that dont have nothing to do but to blog in, into my babys page... Why they have to bugg-in... They did'nt know who he was, so they should HAVE SOME RESPECT FOR CISCO... But Ignore all this people and just go with my babys memories. It aint worth a time fighting AND argue-ing with all this people that dont know what else to do but to be in someones life and dis-respect...
Except for LISTO... He understands the pain we going through... I just wish their was people like him, that understand people feelings towards a lost... A real respectfull person...
Damn Christen, my tears are coming out just to see all this comments left, People that did'nt even knew who he was. Hurts to see so many negative people that left so many comments when they dont have an idea of how great he was. Just wish I can delete all messages left FROM people that are just here to come in, into peoples life and dis-respect the love ones. I do understand this page is for any kind of comments, but people have little respect.
And CHRISTEN... I TRY to go on each day without him but is hard... Miss him so much... and STILL cant believe his gone... And u know what, I DONT CARE OF WHAT PEOPLE SAY... If we got to know 'bout each other was because thats the way he wanted. I know this because theirs no anger between u and me. So i will go on, knowing that he loved me as much as he always said... I believed in him... AND Christen u do the same.
And if ALL YOU PEOPLE have something else to say, please keep it to ur selfs. Cause all u do in this page is waist ur time. Let us be happy just the way we have... Bye Christen... And just like i told LISTO, I hope to get to know u some day. WHO CARES WHAT PEOPLE SAY...

R.I.P. FRANCISCO VELAZQUEZ...

Hey Mijo... Im here just to say that I miss u so Damn much. And to let u know that I cant go on without u. Need u next to me mijo. Pa'h QUE ME RREGANES like u always did when i was wrong. And dont worry bout all this cause u know what, Me and Christen dont care bout what people say... Ur memory will be here no matter what. Even though u gone, u know what mijo, I know you some where around me watching out to see each crazy step I take... Just like u always said to me, ''MIJA U ARE NEVER GOING TO CHANGE'', u be the same sweet person I met from day one!!!... Damn mijo, im crying and cant see what im typing. I wish I can here this words from u again. But like the song I dedicated to u said, One SWEET DAY we will be together to hold each other again. And I hope is soon mijo, cause since u are gone I see this world not worth. Just because I have a little piece left out here,
other-wise I would be with u. LOVE YOU MIJO... AND REMEMBER

YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN...
MISSING U,
FOR EVER,
UR FLORESTA, CISCO! 143 MIJO

Man, some people r taking this convo in a bad way. I know no one meant any disrespect towards his kids so let it just go already.... This turned into something that was not what it was turned into... So just drop it already... I know Christen and Flor don't mean any harm by what they've said by speaking about his kids. And i sure as heck didn't mean any harm by asking their ages. By the way, i have a 4 and a half year old daughter... =)

— CHRISTEN
This is a public forum and it will be treated as such.

@Christen... people are going to say whatever they want as long as you're posting your business out there. Like Ceace said, this is a public blog. If you don't want people to comment, then don't post your business. Don't you have an email address? why don't you two talk that way??

TO MECK,
U are so right....
It will be treated as such. But please to u, & all the people that did not know who Cisco was, please have some respect and dont say things that dont go with him. U people did not know him, dont know who we are...YOU PEOPLE dont know what me and Christen went through and how great he made us feel when he was around us. So please dont come here and say
DIS-RESPECTFUL things...

THANKS!!!

Listo,

So you don't mind your daughter's info being out there for everyone to read? So what is your legal name, what is your age and what is her name? You convienetly left verifiable information on your daughter out of your post. Why? Because the same reason that I don't want my child's identity put out there by strangers. And yes these women were and are strangers to this man's children. Now for Christen and Floriesta...No one has said a bad word about this man. No not at all and I went back and read the posts. What has been said has been about your behavior. And I still stand by my statement that neither one of you had the right to expose this child to the internet world. As a mother this is just so wrong. You women were not this childs step-mother you were the women that his father was fooling around with. He made no commitment to either one of you. This child was not family to either one of you. Not one person has said a negative thing about the man. He needs to rest in peace and the two of you need to let that happen. I wonder what he would say to either of you about this topic? You know how to contact each other right? You know that this conversation can and should now be kept private right? Its one thing to want to keep his memory alive and a whole other thing when HIS FAMILY isn't even on here and the two of you are disrespecting them. As a mother of an adult child if his not even offical girl friend kept this drama going I would be calling her every day and telling her to stop. Neither one of you seemed to be the one and only...just the one of many. And that does not make you family. You both talk about respect and disrespect...it would seem to the general public that when you write of such things the woman in the mirror looking back at you is disappointed.

Correct, this is a public forum for the whole wide word and (whomever else is out there) to see and comment on, BUT there's NO need for any type of negativity on these type of forums where loved ones r expressing their feelings towards their Loved ones that r no longer here with them... Do ur thing girls and don't let these people who don't know u try to get u down... So i see u mentioned it again Flor about sometime hoping to meet Christin, well what's the hold up... =) I'm sure u girls don't stay too far from one another. Like i said b4, it might just b the beginning to a great friendship... I bet that idea is gonna stir up some controversy on here. Ha Ha =) (let the hater's hate)

Karen - it's no use trying to make sense of what these two women are doing, because they don't have the mental capibility to understand "normal" thinking. If they did they wouldn't of allowed themselves to be played by this man in life and still in death. What they should do is privately email eachother but again, that's too simple for the little minds. And Listo... ehh ..that's all I have to say about him

LOL LISTO...
You are so DAMN RIGHT... SCREW THE HATERS... We dont need this in our life... To all haters go hate some where else cause u aint getting to me or Christen, right CHRISTY???... Keep talking cause all u do is hate and waist ur time... HA HA HA ....

Hey LISTO DONT TRIP... If u mentioned ur kids info was for everyone to shut up and see that u not trying anything else, and that it was a simple question... But Listo, this ignorant people dont get it... Dont trip I believe Cristen and Me did... Thats all it matters... The rest they didnt know CISCO (my baby) so just ignore haters cause thats all they do.. Gente chismosa... LOL...

Come on LA Times..where's my comment? You know these women are idiots...LOL Speaking the truth I guess hurts sometimes, but if they put themselves out there, why not let us comment on them?

Florencia, Chisten, and Listo,
what haters? I posted and asked very relevante questions. I ask that you not revert to child like behavior and call me names (hater) hardley. I don't know none of you and you don't know me. All of you started this by posting and requesting info on children that were not related to none of you and then you have the nerve to become upset when someone calls you on it? Really? It doesn't matter to me one bit if each of you want to spend the rest of your lives crying over someone who isn't coming back. I have no idea of this was the best person to ever be in your lives...sad if that statement is true. But why someone would want to spend the next 20 or 30 years living in the past and not living for the futur is beyond me but that's on you. However, all the other stuff in this mans life really is none of your business. No you may lable me a hater but it isn't hate...its empathy mixed with sorrow that you have choosen to spend the rest of your lives never looking for happiness. As for you Listo...well, you spend your time and good will doing just what you want and how you have. With God's grace you won't ever have to explain your actions. You Listo have a wonderful day.

HEY MIJO.... Here I am.... Missing everything... Te extrano like I would off never thought and imagine... And drinking little of what u and me drink when we were together. U need to be here with Ur Floresita Mijo... I need u CISCO... Miss u ok. And remember that I'm still here, waiting for u... Muuuuaaaahhh MIJO... Just for u... 143:143

FLORESITA-
Thanks so much for all u have to say about all this negative stuff thats bein said...I just cant believe it all Im reading on here..its so terrible.Noone knows what we r goin through. So many negative ppl ou there...

But hey oneday we should get together and meet..I would love to meet u..What city do u live in? I live in Paramount what do u say? let me know when ur ready...take care

LISTO-

thanks again for those kind words that ur sayin about Floresita & I..Its just so crazee how so many people just talk alot crap they dont know about...lol...its just so funny how ppl are these days.But thanks for the suggestion about us meeting up.That would b a great idea.Its up to Floresita we can sit down and share Ciscos memories that we both have of him..But hey thanks again for backing us up...

Take care Listo....

HEY BABY its just me ur pretty Blue Eyez
letting u know that I love u so very much and I hate it that Floresita & I r goin through sooo much wthout u. IT HURTS EVERYDAY!!!But hey baby out of all this Floresita & I are cool we talk about u all da time.SheS a real sweet person no wonder u loved her.

I guess this is what u wanted for us to finally meet huh? what a crazee way huh? But it happened & Im glad it did.It hurts me that u wuz playin on me the whole 7 years we were together. But im not mad anymore.I just hope that these dayz wthout u get better cuz I just cant take it anymore...Im tired of crying my eyes hurt for crying sooo much..Just look down on us an protect us baby and oneday u will have Floresita & and me again right next to u...

Make some room for me baby right next to u at the Dodger game....lol...Love u alwayz baby....

GO DODGERS!!!!!!

HEY CHRISTEN... Nice to know you want to get together... I would love too. And guess what... you are so close. I live in PARAMOUNT too. lol... OMG!!! Cant believe u so close. Know for sure i think CISCO wants us to meet. I dont mind. Whenever u say ill be their.

OMG MIJO... I know u doing this for some reason...

MECK-
iF u dont have anything nice to say plz dont say it at all...hasnt ur mother taught u anything at all?????
wow----Ima pray for u cuz u really need it...

OMG Floresita...r u serious? u live n Paramount too? wow! I cant believe it.Yeah Cisco got alot to do wth this u know...I think he really wanted us to meet oneday what u think? I live on Paramount & Rosecrans really close to the 99 cent store..im sure u know where that is right? im really bz now wrking alot of over time for my sons birthday nxt month but as soon as im done wrkin da overtime I would love to meet u...

Wow! Im still n shock...He must of been doin tooo much...goin from my house to ur house...since its so close lol...wow Cisco ur too much...but I still ove u baby alwayz & forever ur in my heart....

Hey Flor and Christen, no need to thank me... What's right is right and there's nothing wrong at all with u 2 ladies expressing ur feelings towards Cisco. Believe me, i do the same. I have many deceased friends who I've came across this section and i also express myself as if it's a letter or note that i am writing to them. It just makes me feel a whole lot better knowing that I'm writing something in their honor, whether it's a simple "hi" or a memory... But as usual people have to go and write their non sense. But it's Ok bc like they say, it's a public forum and everyone is open to their opinion, positive or negative. It's up to us to ignore the negativity... =) See, there it is, it's almost a coffee date for u 2. Haha, jk... I'm sure there's a Starbucks somewhere near there. I remember going to one when i worked off Somerset and Garfield. Better idea Christen, shoot Flor an invitation to the b-day party... Then she can make u one of those famous drinks that she's mentioned. =) Then u can give me the recipe... =)

Damn Christen... U are so close... U know that corner where jack in the box is at? I always go to that plaza n get my nails done... That's crazy... I remember plenty of times he USED to meet me their to be with me.... OMG... N yes ill love to meet u.... My kids b day is next month too, that's a trip... Let me know I surely will

Ladies, ladies...I think I'm the hater that you keep mentioning in your blogs. Well I'm no hater and I do hope that the two of you meet. For the sake of your pasts I hope you meet. I am not a hater...a doubter and an empathizer but a hater why I don't even know either one of you. But by the writing I can tell that, well I can just tell. Anyway, glad that the two of you know that you leave in the same city. But does that really surprise either of you? Anyway, ladies I hope that the two of you meet and that you believe that this man has brought you together to face the world...it really does sound like the two of you really need each other and I hope that you find in each other what is missing in your lives. May God or whatever you take faith in bless your steps. I hope this works out for each of you. Who knows may be some day when you are both old ladies you will be able to look back at this time and wonder why and contemplate all the what ifs. Good luck hooking up and making this all work for each other. I wish you both the best, I have no idea how the depths of your fears of being alone and worshiping a man long gone must feel like. In closing I want to thank the two of you. Thank you for teaching me a lesson, on the kind of woman I want my three year old to turn out to be, a strong, independent, and emotionally strong women who when faced with tough decisions can rise to the top, in other words a woman with a great character, a woman who when she looks in the mirror can enjoy the reflection. It takes a village right ladies…well thanks for the lesson from the woman and mom you refer to as the hater. The others in my life refer to me as a daughter, a wife, a sister, a niece, a friend, a mom, but I will always remember being called a hater…so much for the foot prints in the sand.

Karen - really? You really think that Christen and Floresita are role models for your daughter?? wow I'm shocked. Brown nose much??

Floresita-
OMG----I get my nails done at the exact same place..I cant believe this...Its crazee huh? I walk there from my house...Maybe u have seen me there...I drive a white Dodge Magnum wth tinted windows...The asian guy wth the spikey hair always does my nails & feet...I always forget his name.. we have alot in common...Hey Floresita hit me up on my personnal e-mail at christens@yoshinoyausa.com so that everyone doesnt know all the business...

Its funny cuz Cisco would always walk wth me and then I would get a bionico next door...wow..Floresita this is amazing...

LOL Valerie... I say the same thing here.... Dont know who she is, and really, she aint affecting me or Christen I believe, in no way... Now lets pray that whom ever shes talking about dont end up to be worst... Or who knows, dont wish her wrong, but if one day she goes through what me and Christen went through, she'll have somEthing to rememeber... THANKS FOR THE BACK UP GIRL... We need more positive people like u... Just like I mentioned before... THANK YOU!!!

HEY Carol where r u? look at all da drama Floresita & I r goin through over Cisco.Look at all these ugly comments. I still love ur brother very much even finding out da truth about Floresita. He was my heart he was my everything...He still is.I will NEVER find another man like ur brother hes simply a man that could never be replaced no matter what. LOVE U CISCO..

Take care Carol..I hope ur ok and da rest of the family...GOD BLESS U ALL.....

Hey that was really nice what Karen wrote... See, we knew you weren't a bored woman worrying about other people's feelings that is no concern to u... In fact, u really do care. Aww, so sweet. Maybe u should meet them as well. Looks like u have some spare time. I mean, don't we all... =) Hey, u could even bring ur 3 year old daughter with u... uh oh, hope no one is looking for Karen bc she just mentioned she has a 3 year old daughter. ;)

Valerie,

This is Karen again. No go back and re-read my post, I wrote thank you for teaching me a lesson about the kind of woman I want my daugher to go up to be...my post was written in jest.

FLORESITA
No way i get my nails done at the same place...i cant believe this..Cisco what r u doin here? this is something ur doin....lol...wow this is so amazing for me Floresita....The asian guy wth the spikey hair he always does my nails im there every 2 weeks...Maybe u have seen me? I drive a white dodge magnum wth tinted windows im white & mexican wth blueeyez...I still cant believe this...

Hit me up on my personnel email at christens@yoshinoyausa.com...we have alot to talk about....lol....

KAREN-
Thanks alot for those kind words...and girl dont Trip we are not calling u a hater its the other ppl talkin crap not u...so dont trip about that..Yes-i am a very strong woman but the passing of Cisco has gotten me very weak...I try to cope wth his death but its soooo hard.I love him so much we were alwayz together,,,its so hard now alone wth me and my kids...I could NEVER find another man like him...LOVE U CISCO...

VALERIE---

yes we r role models we r both two very strong women who just happened to be n love wth da same man......DONT HATE ON THAT...GO TO CHURCH....find some love in your heart....

"judge not lest ye be judged"

FINALLY gave your email address.. lol Now you two can talk privately. But do you think it's wise to give out your work email?? SMH

To Floresita and Christen

I'm a reporter with the LA Times. I'm interested in possibly doing a story on this remarkable string of posts about Francisco. Would very much appreciate the opportunity to talk with each of you. Please contact me at my email: sam.quinones@latimes.com

Sam

TO FINALLY---

yeah its wise dont trip...Foresita & I need to talk on a more personnel level so that everyone is not all n da business u feel me? its only an e-mail address not my house address or my phone number...cmon now...

TO FINALLY---

If u like u can even send me an e-mail...no worries tell me what u got to say...DONT WORRY DONT B SCARED....LOL

Hey "Finally", sounds like u were bugged by the conversation these woman were having with each other by what u wrote "FINALLY gave ur email address". I'm assuming u stuck around and read every single message and came back often to read more. (Just an assumption...) Ha ha... I'm sure it's better to give an email address instead of a phone number. Christin, i wouldn't doubt if anyone comes on here talking some nonsense bc of u putting ur email address out there and eventually meeting up with Flor... And i wouldn't doubt some one eventually emailing u talking about some nonsense...

— Sam Quinones
Great idea!

LISTO-

Thanks for lookin out...its ok if anyone wants to email me on my personnel email and talk mess its all good trust me...But I really appreciate ur thoughts...but again its an email address not my address to my house u feel me? And now look they want to write a story about it in the LA TIMES....

Whats up wth dat? I dont know what u guys think? Should Foresita & I talk to Sam from da LA TIMES? LET US KNOW THANKS....

WOW CISCO u gonna make us famous.....lol...j/k....but thanks to u baby Floresita & I are getting alot closer and hoping oneday soon we can meet each other at the very famous nail shop that u would go wth both of us...lol....crazee huh? but baby its all cuz of u... u r da one who is doin this...y IDK but u are....thanks for introducing me to Floresita through this website...LOVE U CISCO...ALWAYS HAVE & ALWAYZ WILL

Sam Quinones couldn't have said it any better.... "remarkable string of posts..." Good enough to catch some interest... Bet it'd be a great article. Hope to read it someday soon so keep me posted on that Christen and Flor... =) Well, since everyone's giving out their email address, here's mine: listo76azt@yahoo.com Make me famous... Ha ha jk

Sam,

There must be way too much time on your hands and way too much space in both this blog and in the paper! Really? A story on what a dead man and two very disfunctional women? Wow I guess I missed something in between the lines on all thier posts.

SAM-----

do u really wanna make a story? r u serious? wow---keep me posted

Sam - ... Is it that these two women found out about eachother on HR? Unfortunately, this is not something extraordinary, because there's another story unfolding on HR with Adrian Soto. Apparently he's got a 3yr old child his family is now finding out about. Or is it the negative responses to these women? I'm curious; why them?

Adrian Soto eh? This isn't Sam, this is Listo but I'm on my way to check out Adrian's page... Maybe i can help in getting Sam to write a story about him. ;) As for the response to "what story", well obviously Sam isn't the only individual with lots of time in his hands. Sounds like u do too since obviously u've been reading all the posts on this page...

Hey mijo.... Just want to say that I miss u so very much.... And soon, I should be meeting UP with Christen...

Damn Cisco.... I miss u so much Mijo.... I hate stressing out and feeling so lonely ... When are we Going to see each other again.
Damn Mijo... Ur BIRTHDAY is just around the corner... I wish We were together like before... And go eat Ur favorite ribs mijo.... Like when we use too... Damn Mijo... U left me so much memories that I would never erase from my life. Specially that little gift of life u gave me. I love u Cisco... And where ever u at, remember im still waiting Mijo...
Missing u, your Huera
LA FLORESITA... 143!!! CISCO MUUUUAHHH...

I will celebrate Ur birthday on my own and go see u that day after work, k... And who knows???7 Maybe Christine comes with us...
Love u Cisco... Forever Mijo...

Sam,

Are you really a reporter? Do you really find a story here? These two women who for years have lived a lie and now continue to live a untruth. You think there is a story here? I guess you are the story teller, I don't see it. Two women disfunctional and all for years. Lead around by a man who couldn't or wouldn't make either one of them the one and only and you see a story here? You have to let us in on what you see that the general audiance on this blog do not! Or is it that slow where you work? Or are you trying to make it from where you are to another place on the paper? Whats the story you see? And where exactly does this story fit?

Hey baby ur birthday is comin on Oct 4 its on tUESDAY...I had this crazee thought that maybe Floresita & I would go and visit u how would u like that? ur two favorite women in ur life...lol...ha..ha..ha...u would love it wouldnt u? Just was thinking....

LOVE U BABY.....

Hey maybe Sam and i can go with u girls as well to visit him... ;)

4 more dayz for ur bday baby.....

Damn Cisco, 1 more day for Ur birthday... I'm tearing Cisco... Just too know Ur birthday is tomorrow and I can't even talk to u, and see what are we doing tomorrow like B4 MiJo... But on my side, u know I'm going too be their mijo... Im going to go see u today and tomorrow.... I hope Christen can make it, to finally get to know each other.
One more thing mijo, Don't forget I miss u... And I'm Loving u always and 4ever...
Ur FLORESITA, 143CiScO

1 more day till ur bday...I can t believe its here already...Im tryin to go see u tomorrow but wth my work schedule I dont know...Im trying to go wth Floresita but if not I will go after work...love u baby

Christen & Floresita

I am glad you two are being mature about the whole situation and keeping Francisco's memory alive. This is a strange place to get a role model, but you two are... and for the Haters, look at how well these two women worked out something with positivity not violence and anger.

Weezy----

Thanks so much for those nice positive words...Believe me at first I was mad at Floresita and then I was hurt but then when I sat down to think about it its not her fault...It was Ciscos but hes not here anymore to put da blame on...I know u are Ciscos homeboy I meet u briefly at Ciscos wake...U might not remember me....I was a white girl wth brown hair wth blonde highlights wth blueeyez...I was wth a mexican girl...I was with Cowboy alot...Hoping u remember me...but again Floresita & I are trying to get along for Ciscos sake cuz I know he would want that...Peace no fighting...Floresita seems like a very respectful person Im just waiting for the day to finally meet her..Maybe tomorrow for Ciscos birthday...I hope so...Take care Weezy and u too keep Ciscos memory alive....

Hey WEEZY,

Damn lot of times I heard of u, but never got to meet you. Now that everything had change cause CISCO aint here anymore, at least I get to say a few words to you...

Thanks for them words u putting out their to this negative people... But it seems is not what they think... All people out their think different to what me and CHRISTEN lived... As for my experience I hope one day, all this people get to see what we have went through... And trust me is hard... I lived practically all my life around him... I met him when I was just 16years old. Till the day he was gone. I didnt know why he would'nt answer my calls, and for some reason I had thought he probably had went back to his family... So I left him alone... Maybe about two weeks after, I called his old # again. It hurt too hear that, that # was out of service. I even cried that day. I thought he finally was doing the right thing in his life, and be with his kids. So I went on with my life too. But dont get me wrong. Till this day since day first when I didnt hear his voice again, I've always had him in my mind.
Till one day I was at work and could'nt keep working cause of what, one of his family members had said to me. She was trying to get some info., for her brother, and that information, was that he wanted me to know what was going on. Till now, it hurts to know I didnt have the chance to be with him for the last time. But he knows whats up... I STILL REMEMBER HIM, JUST LIKE THE LAST TIME I SAW HIM... With a last kiss and a big smile, he always had, before we went both our different ways...
Even though I was'nt their I keep his memory ALIVE and I always will. He knows what I feel. I go see him every week. Its hard to see him where his at. But is a reality I have to live till the day I get to see him again...
Thanks WEEZY for ur wordS. Knowing u not a stranger, and u were someone close to CISCO, iFEEL Confident of expressing my self towards u... Maybe one day when I get to see u, u will probably remember me.., and once again, THANKS WEEZY!!!

LOVING U, AND MISSING U FOREVER CISCO!!!!

HaPpY BiRtHdAy CISCO...

Damn Mijo, I dont even know where to start from...
You already know it hurts me not to see you, talk to u, or even hold you...
But with this words I have for u, is to let u know that is killing me...
Not to be next to u, to hold u with a big kiss and tell u how much I lOvE yOu... But from where ever u at, just remember I need u MIJO. And no words will change this. I love u mijo. Always have, always will....
TODAY I WILL BE UP THEIR TO SEE U, and to talk to u like always do.

Damn MIJO, wHeAtHeR IS pretty mest up today. Remember when we just use to kick it home, watch movies, and cuddle together to warm each other. This is how u use to like it around me. I will never forget the best of us.

HaPpY hApPy BiRtHdAy to you,
MY LOVE... LOVE YOU CISCO...

Floresita - you should really use that spell check button. Your grammar is HORRIBLE.

Weezy,

This situation is very very sad. These two women in their 30's not in their teen's or early 20's but in their 30's spent most of thier lives living a lie. He lied to both of them made them think that they were each the one and only when they were not. Now they sit in front of the computer wasting even more time pining and mourning a man who lied to them. This isn't a good heart story, this is sad! It's sad to read these women live the rest of their lives here on this blog and in the fantasy that he created for them instead of going out there and living the life that they could have and possibly find the one man that really is willing to make her is one and only. This story isn't a good heart felt story it is becoming a story of what not to do. And how important it is to have options and to not be so self obsorbed and to reach out to mental health experts to help them over come thier inablity to move on. Spending all this amount of time on this blog is not healthy...they are not moving on they are getting to the point that they are making this thier lives. The question/point of this blog isn't to keep an old love alive that's impossible but as much time as these two women are spending on this blog has become obsessive. And yes, you may call me a hater and stupid and uncaring but this is becoming unhealthy. We must question what is a healthier way for these two women to overcome their grief and or better yet why do these two women feel perfectly fine with this situation? Why is it fine to put up with mediocre? What is wrong with these two women saying to themselves I deserve more! I want more! I should be somebodies one and only and he should love only me?

HAPPY BDAY BELATED BIRTHDAY BABY...
sorry i had a death in da family ive been out of work for two days remember my cousin Paul well he died on Mon night..so sad now i have to go through another death in my life..it just doesnt get any easier here for me just like that Floresita says.....but i went to go and see u on ur brtday..man baby it was sooo hard to see u like that i wish we were together like old times...but i know u know i love u sooo very mch..i will NEVER stop loving u never....

ur baby always...

FLORESITA---

Im soooooo sorry we couldnt go together im goin through alot of family drama wth the death of my cousin.....he wuz only 18....i just cant believe it....another death u know???? Im glad ur there just in case if I need someone to talk to...ur such a great friend Floresita..we gotta meet oneday soon....im so anxious to see u...take care Floresita......

WEEZY...

HEY WEEZY.....do u remember me????just curious if u do....I was the white girl wth blue eyes that Cisco always drove my car....a white dodge magnu wth tinted windows...think...think.....think....i hope u do....

I really don't think this is the Weezy you know.... There's another Weezy on HR

Floresita----

Thanks so much for being a true friend bein there when i just need someone to talk to....Im so anxious to meet u...I havent been to the nail shop cuz of my crazee work schedule...so i had to take my nails off....I gotta go back soon I feel so weird wthout them...U gotta meet me there....take care....

WEEZY---

Where u at???? just was wonderin if u remember me????? let me know k...

Missin u soo much baby...Im really goin through it rite now wth my cousin passing away...Its killing me so much ur not here my cousin is not here either all the people i love r just drifting away from me....too painful baby but i love u soo much i widh u wuz here to take away my pain wipe away my tears like u would always do....why did u have to go?????I NEED U CISCO.....

COME BACK TO ME......

Love u Cisco......

143...143...143.....143...143....

Thinking of u baby 24-7....

HEY MIJO!!! Just coming by to let you know how much I MISS YOU... Is so amazing how everyone stopped talking THEIR crap bout me and Christen... Thank god and u that this people stopped talking their non-sense...

Hey MIJO, I also want to let u know that I cant go on anYmore. I surely miss everything and all this just hurts ME each time I try to look forward to see u again, and u not their...

I miss u CISCO. I hate the fact that I cant see u again.
LOVING YOU TODAY AND FOREVER MIJO.
YOU will never be FORGOTTEN... 143 143 143

Well Floresita,

Pathetic is what it is. This isn't a sad story its a inability to move on. To get help to deal with the death or the inablity to want something more like someone who loved only you. But then again may be this is the best that you can do, or the best that you think you can do. Either way this story isn't a feel good one that's why you stopped getting comments...one can lead to water but we can't make you drink. If you feel as though you want to go on live the next 30 or so years on this blog writing to a man that placed you some where other than number one on his list, it is a darn good thing we live in a world that you would be allowed to do so.

Look at psychiatrist Dr. Kan do

To Kan do---

U have no idea how Floresita &I feel about this special man passing away...he was someone very dear to the both of us...Have u ever lost a loved one???? if u have then u know the feelin right? pls dont come on this blog thinking u know how people are feeling. it hurts us both yes we both love this man and yes we wilL NEVER forget him u dont gotta hate on that. PLS dont leave any more rude blogs on here...GO TO CHURCH.....

TO FLORESITA---

Dont let these haters get u down k???? we gotta keep our heads up no matter what people r saying....Cuz thats what Cisco would want us to do....BE STRONG...TAKE CARE...

LOL CHRISTEN...

Dont trip girl, this is someone hatting on us. They dont have not even the balls to say their name. and like i said and told u before, is someone trying to mess with our minds. Probably someone still trying to claim his love as well. But cant say their name. Wonder why. MAYBE THEY NEVER FELT REAL LOVE TILL THIS DAY...

To this point i dont give a S **T ON WHAT they say. Let them talk, their anger aint going no where.

By the way Christen. Its being nice talking to u. AND thanks for letting me know bout this crazy insignificant person.

HATERS.......

PLS stop hating on Floresita & I....everyone just mind ur own business...

TO Kan do,

LOL, What a name... All I have to say to u, is mind ur own business. Me and Christen are so tired of people like u. What is it??? U've never felt love from nobody? I am so sorry for u :( One dau u will find someone to love u the way Cisco loved me. And bout ur concerns, Please stop talking ur non-sense too. Just like u said, Either way this story isn't a feel good one that's why you stopped getting comments... YOUARE SO WRONG, LOL!!!
What did u just do? I dont think so!!! Cause u had the time to come by into my babys page, and talk ur crap. If this is the case go somewhere else. I dont feel like reading things, like towards u and other crazy people say.
And I dont care if it takes 30yrs. for me to write to my love. This is my problem, my time, and my life. Is not ur concern if it takes long for me too forget. He was someone more than special. Plus, one day when u get the feeling of real love, and hopefully not, but if that person passes away, hopefully u'll have the same feeling. If not, it means u never cared for that person.
Baby, dont worry bout this... This will never happened on my end. u will never be forgotten. Remember this, Ur HUERA LOVES U, NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY....
R.I.P. CISCO 143

sounds like these two woman are in competition with one another on who suppose ably loves this man more and misses him more and who can leave him more comments on a daily basis. they are probably both married and just come on here to compete with one another when they are bored knowing that the other woman that's claims to be in love with him is reading the comments. get over yourselves already and grow up! Move on!

HEY MIJO!!!
Goodmorning.... Just coming bye to let u know how much I miss u. And that i wish instead of me putting this note in this blogg, I wish it was a text to ur cell. U dont know how much I miss ur text messages, ur goodmornings Mija, ur laughs, ur crazy cracking up over stuff at work. Damn baby, I would give anything TO hear ur voice AND SEE U AGAIN.

I miss u CISCO. Miss u reaaally much mijo. Cant wait to see u again. Today is a special day, and I wish u were here to celebrate my girls birthday. I know deeply this is what u would off wanted, to be with us. Love u Cisco, and will miss u much till the day I see u again...

143 MIJO

U go girl Floresita u tell them off.. i got ur back girl...dont Trip .they have no idea what we are going through or our feelings...And wth a name like lol...wow...too scared to even post ur real name....But Floresita & I have a good feeling on who this really is...DONT WE...LOL...ITS SO FUNNY TO ME...

Maybe "Kan do" is their name. What kind of name is Floresita anyway?

LOL CHRISTEN...
Yes we do, and whom ever u are, or even if is not the person, me and CHRISTEN think it is, we just dont care what u say... Keep talking ur non-sense... It just makes us laugh!!!

Ooooohhh!!! Hold on.... Is making us famous ;) lol!!! Keep waisting ur time. Maybe one day, YOU, and all this people as well, will see that we dont care...

THANKS FOR UR COMMENTS!!!!

143 143 143 CISCO!!! MY LOVE!!! EVEN IF IT HURTS
THE WHOLE WORLD. ;)

CISCO----

LOVE U BABY ALAWAYS & Forever...u will always have a very special place in my heart....so sorry that u cant be here with us to share ur laughs and smiles....i miss all of that...wishing i could just hold u & kiss u just one more last time....i feel so sad to say i could never touch ur soft lips again.....REST IN PEACE BABY...LOVE U

Get a life!! Par de chismosas.

Hey MiJo....

Just want to let u know how I miss u. Just Wishing u were here... Love u Cisco... How long is it going to take to see u again... 143 MiJo... Forever

HEY BABY----

I guess no one else is making anymore comments thats good keep their opinions to themselves....right? Its almost Halloween its just not gonna be da same wthout u....Remember what we did last year? We went to Universal Studios and had soooo much fun and got drunk...lol...ha...ha...those were alot of good times that I will cherish forever...im at work just thinking of u..love u baby....

Well ladies, I don't come on this site much but since you continue to ask for comments here you go. Now I understand that the two of you really do deserve each other! And I continue to get a clearer understanding of just what kind of character this man had from the conversations the two of you continue on this blog. He must have been just and confruntational as the two of you and he must have has one very low self esteem also. Sad to say that birds of a feather right? Any way, I really don't think this blog entry is about him any more its more about you two wanting to contiune to fight here on this blog. Talk about disrespecting his memory but then again he made the choice not only to be with the two of you but to take the two of you around his kids...what does that say about the man? Not only was he a bad partner but just to see how confruntational you are here I can only imagine how you act in real time! But like I said this blog as become your release and your soap box and has nothing to do with him and or his memory any more or else even when no one has responded you wouldn't keep asking for confruntational moments! But then again since the two of you were more then happy to play second and third fiddle may be you know this is exactly what he would want...drama!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN BABY....just missing u...and thinking of u sexy...just sending u sum love.....tke care love u

Christen,
I am amazed! You ask for comments that you cann't handle. But to induldge you, here you go. By reading your post I have learned so much about this man. He must have been as lonely and misguided as you. To have you around his kids, you the same person who is shallow, and confruntational and you have such a low self esteem. You drag people into the fantasy that you have created for yourself and then dare or crave the attention of other bloggers. I'm not sure if this could be considered a self full filling prophecy. You don't feel good about yourself unless you are confruntational with someone else and can one up someone. To think that this man had you around his kids for any length of time is worrisome. It speaks volumes for this mans character, that he would allow you someone who craves approval and confrutation from strangers to feel vindicated for her choices. I guess it just goes to prove that birds of a feather....

HEY MIJO... Just want to say that I'm missing u like crazy. Feel so lonely without you. Don't know what to do without you, guideing me, in what to do.
I miss u mijo....
I need for u to cuddle me like u used to. Specially now that is so cold and feel so lonely without you mijo. Love u Cisco,,, u always in my mind mijo, Day and Night... U will stay their till the day I see u again in my arms. To stay with u, like u always asked for...Miss u mijo!!!

Besitos for u, Muuuah, 143 143 ;)

JUSS droppin by to send u sum love baby....missing u everyday....wishing u were here wth me especially now wth all the holidays comin....just plz watch over me baby...keep me & da kids safe....until we meet again my love...LOVE U CISCO...

No disrespect to all u ladies but you make no sense. How can you be so proud to be someone's mistress. If Cisco wasn't happily married he wouldn't have been with her for 12+ year's and have had two beautiful kids. Has it ever occurred to you ladies that maybe you were the problem in his relationship? I know exactly who you women are and both of you are MARRIED and have CHILDREN. Instead of you sitting here putting out your dirty laundry you should be taking care of your family and leave HIS ALONE. From my point of view I believe some have turned this in to a free for all. Your intentions here are to hurt his immediate family and friends and especially his children nobody cares of his intimate and personal life. If you loved him like you say you do why would you hurt his image? Have you ever thought about what his kids would say if they were ever to see this?

BABY.....

Wth Thanksgiving rite around da corner idk what ima do wthout u....we always would spend da holidays together....its just not da same wthout u baby....miss u baby soooo very much....TE QUIERO MUCHO DADDY.....

143........143....143.....143.....143

nooooo

go to sleep everyone

love u

love u

LOL... Hey mijo.... Theirs someone out their trying to mess with my mind and Christen.... Damn, like u always said, she makes me laugh with the drama... She making us laugh too, Huuuh Christen... Lol...
(Go to sleep, at 4 and some)
Yeeeah right... I think theirs drama out here mijo. No let go yet... Oh well, I ain't either....
And from what I see Christen is either... We both leaving Ur memory alive... And whom tryin to say something, without doing it. Is alright... We thought this had already had stop, but I guess they remembered we don't like drama... Lol... I guess we gonna have to deal with it, like when u were here...

Love u mijo, and missing u much... I guess we will have another thanksgiving without u. But we will keep you in our heart and memory, so u will be still here eeeehhh. Love u mijo...

Oooh, and to whom ever u are, 143 is by my baby... He introduce me to that. I don't know who u are, but stop leaving nonsense. U got some to say, do it... I just can imagin who u are... Lol, u still making me laugh... Love Cisco and always have and still will. Till the day I see him again we will be together like we always did. Love u Cisco ;)

Hey MiJo, just coming by, to let you know how much I miss u Cisco... Just was thinking of plans we both left behind mijo. Christmas is almost here, and it hurts to know, it will be another Christmas without u. Hurts to know u will never be here like u used too...

Guess what mijo??? Let me let u know that me and Christen got a hold of each other and is nice to have her around..... That's a trip Huuuh.....

Damn mijo, didn't ever thought I would've seen myself without u. This hurts Cisco. Still feels funny without u in this world. But keeps me thinking of u each day.... Just can't wait too see u again mijo. Love u and always will. 143 MiJo and missing u forever ur HuErA, tu FLORESITA ;)

Hey Mijo!!! Damn Cisco, I don't know how long is this going to be with this silence on till the day I see you again. I hate to come by and not get the replying u gave me back with each responce Cisco. I hate this MiJo.... I don't like this without you being around like when you used too. I pray to god you are somewhere close to all your love ones to watch over us. Just remember you are my everything and no matter what mijo, even though you are not here, you are in a very special place in my heart and in the people that love you and still do. Love you mijo, and will miss you till the day we reunite once again. Till that day mijo, I will be here praying for you. 143 MiJo just like from the beginning till the next time I see u again

what happened to his 2 lovers Christen and Flor? They finally moved on and forgot about their Cisco? How sad... It sounded like a game between the 2 of them, who could send more comments... Wow

Maybe IT SOUNDS LIKE A GAME TO YOU, SO??? What a name! Have the nerves and say your name. What you know? You dont know whats up! PLUS, you someone who dont and does'nt know whats going on... IF YOU DID, and I was you, I would'nt be talking or being so consern. FOCUS, A LOVE WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN!!! TILL' NOW he still here. And will be... JUST LIKE THE LAST PICTURE I HAVE OF HIM... And guess what? I LOVE MY BABY And this love I have for him, will never die! Even though his gone. I LOVE YOU CISCO! AND ALWAYS WILL MIJO... I LOVE YOU! 143 143 143

Hey MIJO... Just swinging by so the whole world can see that even though I dont logg into this page, you still not forgotten. But I guess people waNt to be nooooooosY!

And just yesterday was 2 years ago when I found out that you were gone. It hurted cause it brought that memory back again, when I finally got to meet one of your sisters, JUST to tell me that you were no longer here. Just because their was some info needed. But deep in myself 'till now, I know and your sisters know, that she made her last stop their, but because you wanted me too know what had happened.

'Till this day mijo, I cant believe you are gone.

I keep you in my mind each day with a goodmorning to your picture everytime I GET to work, and a goodnight before I lay down...

I LOVE YOU CISCO, and a little note like this does'nt and should'nt matter to people out their cause what counts is what I feel deep in side of me. LOVE YOU MIJO, TODAY AND FOREVER WILL, 143 MIJO!!!

Missing you mijo!
Just want to say that lately, I've being having funny dreams and dreams that Ill love to find aswers to see what they mean! I just wish I knew what is that you trying to tell me. Is not have being ones, that I've tried to understand what that dream means, but either way, I love the fact of dreaming of you, and to have you in my thoughts, is one of the most important in my mind. Love You CISCO. LOVE YOU MIJO, AND WILL NEVER FORGET YOU. Your memory will be alive in my life, mientras yo siga viviendo. Te quiero un PUTAMADRAL... Just like you always said it to me. Love you mijo... Muuuuahhhh... 143

MISSING YOU, too very much mijo! Just wish I could go back and send you this message in a text to your cell phone. Just like you did each morning... Miss you mijo... AND WILL MISS YOU, 'till is time to see you again. 143 with all my heart!!! ;)

Hey Mijo, just want to let you know how much I'm missing you. Miss you too much, and never have and just can't get you off my mind. Love you Cisco... And where ever you at, just want to thank you for giving me the love that you gave me. I miss you alot Cisco... And just can't realize yet that you are gone. Love you mijo... 143

Good Morning Mijo... Just wanted to let you know that I love you and miss you... I can't sleep Mijo, after that sweet dream, I had of you... Just wish it was real Cisco... Damn Mijo, why did you have to go... It wasn't time yet mijo. You knew we had a lot to accomplish together... Its so hard, too turn around and not see you around mijo, when I need you the most... But after all, I know you are around to lift me up, like you did... Just hope you know how much it kills me to know, that you are not here anymore... Love You Cisco

Good morning mijo, just want to tell you that I miss you... And just wish you were here, to hold me and call me your TRAVIESA... I miss that... Tu Floresita can't stop thinking of you... As much as I try, I just can't mijo. I just hope that this is not affecting you, on your rest... But I'll tell you something? Am going to go see you ok... You wait for me!!! I'll be their today... I have a lot to tell you. I LOVE YOU CISCO... 143 MIJO...

Missing You too much MIJO... Just wish I can turn around and have you back again. Why did things turn to be like this mijo... But I have faith one day I'll be with you again.... I love you, and you know, that till now, theirs no one else like you... I miss you Cisco... Will miss you till its time to reunite again... LOVE YOU

Hey Mijo, it's almost that time, when I used to stay with you around this time to be the first to say HaPPy BiRtHDAY... I know this can't happen no more, cause I can't talk to you, see you, or even hear your unique voice... But just know, that you are always in my thoughts , and will always have you here with me... Like each year when we spend the day together.

LOVE YOU AND FOREVER WILL MIJO!
AND AGAIN, HAVE A GREAT HAPPY BIRTHDAY up in Heaven. I know all ANGELS will be celebrating with you like you did when you were down here with all your family.

Am going to miss you telling me how was it the next day mijo, with your unique laugh that still in my mind. A unique laugh that will never fade away.

Just wish I could hear you laugh and see you smile, just one more time CISCO!!!
143 MIJO

Missing you dearly mijo... I LOVE YOU

Miss you mijo

Hey mijo... Just swinging by to remind the whole world that I miss you, and LOVE YOU VERY MUCH... Even though you are not here anymore! I know for sure, that you know this, And you always did...

Love you mijo, and still wish that you were here to hold you like I did. Missing you too much mijo. 143

Damn get off his nu.tts already he's dead move on all ready..damn smh

CANT START NO CONVERSATION WITH YOUR PAST COMING THROUGH THIS PAGE MIJO. But hopefully this ex of yours stop messing WITH this... No matter what you say, he'll be in my thoughts till the day we reunite again. And let me tell you something. Am looking forward to it :)

Either way mijo, am not here to fight cause you know I never did... You know that even though it hurt me not to have you, it hurts more to know that you will never be here again, till WE see each other in paradise. Thanks for showing back again in my dreams. Was nice to see you again, and I swear, I wish I didnt wake up. Hurts not to have YOU mijo and see your eyes again like I did. I hate this day and I wish you could've just stayed home this night. You could've be here, but for some reason god decided to take you next to him. AND beleive me, I MISS YOU SO MUCH! Just wish you were here. LOVING YOU, FOREVER MIJO... 143 143 143